Many silent years are spent searching for the right notes--the right conductor to illustrate the song inside our hearts...
A q
uiet symphony is of't overheard; overpowered by the loudness of life and the busyness of stillborn ears.

Bienividos

What does that mean? Hello or welcome or something along those lines... I'm not too good at the multilingual thing but I hope you feel welcome nevertheless. This is my strange venture into the techno-world that is "Blogging." Quite bizarre at times--but I'll admit that I do enjoy it. I guess that is the plaguing curse of the writer: must write at all times, even if it's random, bizarre, and meaningless to the rest of the world. Face it: this is the closest to scrap-booking I will ever come!

31 March 2008

Tahoe '08

Hello all. I'm back from the sublime nothingness of Spring Break, gearing up for the Spring Quarter (3 A's & a B last Q), hanging out with Greg, Shantel, and Isaiah in Japantown, and celebrating my two-year anniversary of my wonderful marriage to a wonderful man. As a child, Lake Tahoe was the center of good memories and innocent happiness for Andrew. His family and closest friends vacationed there quite frequently in a large house owned by his grandfather. Even though I've lived in California for over a decade, I've never actually been to Tahoe.

Thus, it was decided that we would venture on a road trip in the opposite direction of last year's coastal excursion: up to the Sierra Nevada's for a good time! It was great to see snow again, reminding me of my own childhood memories of both Alaska and Massachusetts where snow was second-nature. In the valley we don't see much of it! We pulled the car over and went on a mini-hike, falling through the snow here and there and taking time for an occasional snow-ball fight.


The air was refreshingly cold as the winds licked our faces and freshly delicate snowflakes fell diligently in the sky. It was so fun to play in the snow--which was so deep that, when I fell through, it came up to my knees. I was covetous after seeing sled-tracks on the ground, wanting to recall that portion of my childhood in tangible form. Yet, as the sun began to recede and more and more strange sounds were calling from the abyss of the forest, my bear-phobia kicked in (yes, I know they're hibernating right now but...stranger things have happened, right? Who's to say one of them hasn't woken up early...?)--found myself moving closer to the safety of my blue Corolla on the hillside.
As we drove away, I was sad to leave my Gandalf-stick behind. :(


After some scenic driving and chilly playfulness, as well as some alpaca-blanket shopping (I wish we could afford one!), we headed across the Nevada border to play some roulette at the locals' top gambling spot (in lieu of Harvey's). Okay, we really went for cheap-yet-tasty casino food, being that we're not really big gamblers, but it's always fun to try a little bit! The first time I had ever went into a casino was last Fall when we made our large trek across several states, stopping in New Mexico one night and taking in the local scene. I lost everything but he won a little that time. This time, he was sad to see that the roulette table had been removed, so we played computer Poker. After blowing like 2 whole dollars (!), we went to go eat, playing three games of Keno and losing each time (stupid 2, 5, 9, 23, 26, 40, and 69!).

I figured it was my heavy dose of bad luck bringing Drew's down. When he went with Jacob last year, he won. With me, he wins nothing. Yet, we tried again after dinner. My glass of Riesling had enhanced my happiness level, so I became less protective over my dollar bills. I sat down at a one cent machine (they really should have the cent sign on keyboards), and began pressing buttons--I had no idea how to play the Egyptian hieroglyphics game. Anyway, short story: I pressed about four buttons and then I head a bunch of "ca-ching" noises, and saw that I had 675 tokens in the game. I thought that this meant I had 675 cents; I was confused. I decided to print a ticket because I didn't know what I was doing. It printed out and I was overjoyed to see that my $1 gamble won me $6.75 in return! I'm easy to please. It's the first time I've ever won money in a casino. Drew played four hands of Blackjack and ended up walking away with $20. He would have kept going, but he had an excited wife over his shoulder who kept exclaiming, "Okay, quit now, we have $20!!!" I'm a big believer in "quit while you're ahead." Not casino-material, that's for sure. Anyway, it was a lot of fun and we ended up leaving there making all the money that we spent back. Not too shabby, I guess--especially for two starving college students!

19 March 2008

Dos Anos

Well, today marks our 2-year wedding anniversary. What we thought was going to be a relaxing, chilled out day of 1-1 time turned out to be a day full of panic and despair. The morning started wonderfully, but was soon usurped by the fact that our little one did not come home for breakfast. Niko usually comes in about 730, 9 being the latest he's ever wandered home. So, after 10 rolled by and then 11--then 1230--we got majorly freaked out. We scoured the neighborhood for five blocks in each direction by car and by foot, crying "Niko Berry!" though the streets like a feline-loving Paul Revere. We looked under the house, in the garage, through every slot of every fence to every backyard we could find. We looked for bodies, evidence of injury--anything. Two cats joined in the hunt as they assumed I was calling them, one of them, of course, being the orange tabby Niko who lives down the street.


1pm came and went--we had to get out and go lunch to get our minds off it, thinking perhaps he's be at the door upon our return. We were again, disappointed. I called Avid, Drew called the pound. Still nothing. 2 and 3 came and went. Our hopes began to wain. 4 and 5 we spent trying to keep our minds off his disappearances through the aid of term papers and computer games. About 530 the server to Shaiya was out for maintenance. I was forced either to study for finals or look again. I chose to look, of course. We made our rounds around the block once more. Still nothing. When we returned to our cottage, we sat on the stoop in teary defeat, wondering just what could have happened to our baby boy who had newly turned one years old. We figured he must be trapped somewhere and unable to come home--he always comes home and is most punctual. He has to be hungry, we thought. He has to be trapped somehow.

An opening and a closing of a gate, possibly ours. At least that's what I thought--I thought it was our neighbor in the master house coming through the side-yard. A quaint meow--followed by a desperate cry. Little orphan Niko came bumbling up the sidewalk with a terror in his eye and a rapid heartbeat. Shocked, I sat there thinking I had, as many times before in the day, imagined it. He called to us again and came to rub his cheek against Drew's knee. He saw me and immediately laid in my arms; I picked him up and held him like a toddler (he does so love that), talking quietly to me. Drew, stunned as well, went to go check out where he had come from while I brought him in the house to feed him. Turns out it was not our fence which had been opened (though it did appear at the time as if God had just "dropped him off" mysteriously), but our neighbor's adjacent from us. Apparently, from what we can surmise, Niko had been trapped in their garage for the duration of the day and had been trying to escape. This is all we can gather because they denied that he was in there. Very peculiar. Anyway, I am happy to report that he is doing well and our anniversary, which started off in tragedy, as ended beautifully with the whole family here to enjoy it with.

Happy two years, baby. I love you dearly.

18 March 2008

Orange Thankfulness

I thank God for our orange tree... gotta love free food in times of penny-pinching. Mighty tasty... probably the best oranges I've ever had. We had to take this one down through the aid of a step-stool on top of a bench. It was about as high as the roof, so I guess we kinda cheated...


And with this I take my bow... so much to do in order to get ready for my finals this weekend. I'm trench-deep in a 10-page term paper at the moment which carries little if no interest for me. Okay, I guess it's not so bad... but... just because I'm an English major doesn't mean I enjoy writing term papers all day. Okay? Besides, tomorrow is the mark of our 2-yr anniversary--and Drew has promised me a Japanese meal as well as a trip to Tahoe. Must get this stuff out of the way in order to celebrate!

12 March 2008

Who's Bored?

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10 March 2008

Funny Funny -- Mad TV

08 March 2008

Finally Beat It

Valkyrie Profile 2: Silmeria

  • "There was never yet an uninteresting life. Inside of the dullest exterior there is a drama, a comedy and a tragedy." -- Mark Twain
  • "Every experience of beauty points to eternity." -Hans Urs Von Balthasar
  • "You are the music while the music lasts." T.S. Eliot
  • "Poetry is not a turning loose of emotion, but an escape from emotion; it is not the expression of personality, but an escape from personality. But, of course, only those who have personality and emotions know what it means to want to escape from these things." T.S. Eliot
  • "Some editors are failed writers, but so are most writers." T.S. Eliot
  • "For us, there is only the trying. The rest is not our business." T.S. Eliot
  • • "Age cannot wither her, nor custom stale" (Antony & Cleopatra)
  • "Genuine poetry can communicate before it is understood." T.S. Eliot
  • • " . . . our pleasures in this world are always to be paid for . . . " (Northanger Abbey)
  • • "Vanity working on a weak head, produces every sort of mischief" (Emma)
  • • "Let every man be master of his time" (Macbeth)
  • • ". . . impropriety is the soul of wit . . ." W. Somerset Maugham
  • • "Death destroys a man: the idea of Death saves him." E.M. Forster
  • • "If more of us valued food and cheer and song it would be a merrier world." J.R.R Tolkien
  • • "The life which is unexamined is not worth living." Socrates
  • A word is dead when it is said, some say. I say it just begins to live that day." Emily Dickinson
  • • "Celebrity is the chastisement of merit and the punishment of talent." Emily Dickinson
  • "I want to know God's thoughts... the rest are details." Albert Einstein
  • • "Music expresses that which cannot be said and on which it is impossible to be silent." Victor Hugo
  • • "At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet." Plato
  • • "To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment." Ralph Waldo Emerson
  • • "If music be the food of love, play on." Shakespeare
  • • "Imagination is more important than knowledge." Albert Einstein
  • • "Outside of a dog, a book is man's best friend. Inside of a dog, it's too dark to read." Groucho Marx
  • • "Genius does what it must and talent does what it can." -Anonymous
  • • "By shifting the emphasis from individual responsibility to government responsibility, we have infantilized an entire population." Judge Judy Shienland